Friday morning

Hello bloggers. Here I am. Woke up at 8 am, cleaning up ze room, shower then off to breakfast. Had mcdonald for breakfast. K, I had sausage mcmuffin and hash brown with ze love ones. Then he off to the field for training or whatever we called. Hehe I'm not into football, so yeah :) Friday is always a bad day for me. But please, I hope there's nothing will happen today. But the bad thing is, ada orang yang paling aku benci datang rumah. K.. locked my room!! (n)

Saya sayang firdaus saleh :D

Hi everyone!! Hehe I'm soooo happy today. I don't know why but I had a great times with my baby. I don't think I can afford of losing this guy.. Cause he's different, different means nothing compare to him. I love you, deeply. It's had been 6 months we're together, all the things that we've been through. I'm glad that he's mine. I kept saying this to him, I  hope he wont get bored. Ohh, so there's a lot of pictures of us. Hehe from the first time we met until now.. The memories, and all the things. I just can never forget any of them. Hope we'll lasts forever. So all I can say is .. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOHD FIRDAUS BIN SALEH :') <3                                                                          

Love Life.

Hey.. Its been awhile huh since the last time I'm updating my blog? Around last month according to my last post, it's on my dad's birthday. Hehe so HELLO BLOGGERS! Here I am.. Gonna update about something that is really sad for me. But whatever it is, it's happened. So I couldn't do anything to stop anything. All I can do is 'SURRENDER'. I don't really mad after you someone just told me about 'SOMETHING' that is really hurt. Truth is .... it's hurt me more than alot. But I'm trying my best to looks fine so that he wouldn't be worried bout me. I'm crying on my sleep after I heard that news from him. 12nd September is my bad/worst/burn day ever! I could never ever can forget that day. I mean that 'STUPID NIGHT'. I am really upset until now.. But.. I can't do anything, than crying for something that has already happened. Atfirst, I can't accept the fact that it's happened. But I've my second thought that I love him and anything happened, I will never ever wanna lose him. So I'll try my best to stay strong with all those truth.. I love him, so much. I've fall for him, and I never ever wanna get up. I gave my heart to him and I don't want it back. I want him to keep it. With the name of God, I'm almost kill myself last night. I can't control myself anymore.. But I still got faith in me. So I won't do stuff like that. Mylife is just getting worse from day to day. I don't know why. I felt like crying every single time I had. I don't know how to stop all these things from happen. I just wanna be happy with the ones I loved, my family and others.. Nothing much I could ask for. Just a simple lil things that cost nothing! Is that too much to ask? :'(

Happy Birthday Daddy ♥

Youre not just a lovely father, but you are also a nice human being. Everyday with you, I learn something new. I feel so comfortable around you daddy, you're the best friend I've ever had.  This day is not special only to me, but to all those people whose lives you have touched with your kindness and generosity. I feel so blessed to have you as my Dad.   And you taught me how to talk, you even held my hand and made me walk. You filled my mind with knowledge and understanding, that I would never be able to learn if not for you.  I might forget the world, but I can never forget the love you showered on me. I love you Dad, and wish you a very happy and warm birthday. Your daughter really loves you :') xoxo

SPM TRIALS KILLING ME!

There you go, today is 3rd August 2011. And obviously I'm sitting on my spm's pra trial right now. We have like .. 2 freakin' weeks. Hmm it's fasting month. I felt like I can't answer well. What a disappointed life. I'm actually getting exhausted with life, but thank God there's someone with me all the time. Be there for me whenever I needed someone to talk with when I felt down or something. Yeah he's there. And it has been 5 months, and we're still counting. I love him, and word can't describe how much I do. But yeah, meet my only boyfriend and ze best boyfriend I ever had, Firdaus Saleh <3                  

Hi. Here I am :)

Hello everyone. Yes I know I shouldnt say hello to anyone since I havent own any followers :p yeah Ive forgotten my old blog password. What the heck. I dunno why but I set it on my laptop but this one day, my laptop has been formated. I lost all the data. So yeah, I don't remember the old password at all. I've tried to recall, but failed. And I thought I'm using the same password as my facebook and twitter. But it's not. Or .. I've also tried my dad's phone number, usually I'm using my dad's number as my password. But I think I can't remember at all. Lol, there's so many thing that I've wrote on my old blogspot. Just check it out if you feel free :) It's yougottabeyourownhero.blogspot.com