Love Life.

Hey.. Its been awhile huh since the last time I'm updating my blog? Around last month according to my last post, it's on my dad's birthday. Hehe so HELLO BLOGGERS! Here I am.. Gonna update about something that is really sad for me. But whatever it is, it's happened. So I couldn't do anything to stop anything. All I can do is 'SURRENDER'. I don't really mad after you someone just told me about 'SOMETHING' that is really hurt. Truth is .... it's hurt me more than alot. But I'm trying my best to looks fine so that he wouldn't be worried bout me. I'm crying on my sleep after I heard that news from him. 12nd September is my bad/worst/burn day ever! I could never ever can forget that day. I mean that 'STUPID NIGHT'. I am really upset until now.. But.. I can't do anything, than crying for something that has already happened. Atfirst, I can't accept the fact that it's happened. But I've my second thought that I love him and anything happened, I will never ever wanna lose him. So I'll try my best to stay strong with all those truth.. I love him, so much. I've fall for him, and I never ever wanna get up. I gave my heart to him and I don't want it back. I want him to keep it. With the name of God, I'm almost kill myself last night. I can't control myself anymore.. But I still got faith in me. So I won't do stuff like that. Mylife is just getting worse from day to day. I don't know why. I felt like crying every single time I had. I don't know how to stop all these things from happen. I just wanna be happy with the ones I loved, my family and others.. Nothing much I could ask for. Just a simple lil things that cost nothing! Is that too much to ask? :'(